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My Interview


 I  was excited to have landed an interview with a company and a Job I knew I had the qualifications for. I had been preparing for this interview for about a week, I even did research on the company, practicing some answers to common interview questions, 


As I walked into the conference room, I felt confident and ready to impress the hiring managers. However, as the interview progressed, I noticed something strange happening. The faces of the interviewers began to cringe and look uncomfortable every time I mentioned My visits to a psychiatrist and My mental health issues.

I have always been open about the struggles with my Mental Disorder, and was glad it was finally under control. I believe that being honest about My mental health issues would help Me build stronger relationships with his colleagues and create a more supportive work environment.

However, as I watched the interviewers' reactions, I could see the judgment and stigma in their eyes, and I knew that My chances of getting the job were slipping away.

At the end of the interview, I thanked the interviewers for their time and left the room feeling defeated. I knew that I had the qualifications and skills for the job, but I also knew that his mental health issues had become a barrier to my success.

As I walked out of the building, I realized that there is still a lot of work to be done to break down the stigma surrounding mental health. I know that I have to continue to be open about my struggles and advocate for more understanding and support in the workplace. 

This is all to common for people with mental health Issues, and this is not the first interview I have been in where I have seen this type of behavior. I recognize the faces now, but I will continue to be open about my Struggles I refuse to hide behind them. They are what they are! 

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